
hope: a synonym for masochismI almost want to turn my phone offhope: a synonym for masochism by ~fanofjapan
so you could have not gotten through
instead of not trying
but I leave it on out of some sick sense of hope
and turn myself off instead
they say people are drawn to disaster
which is probably why I painted my nails red after biting them off
my thoughts are painted red

on pillstake two?on pills by ~fanofjapan
surely they mean bottles
and not pills
they, those doctors, know
two pills
would only be temporary and so
they would not mean
to take
two pills
I know
two pills
would only be temporary and so
I mean to take to bottles of pills
I mean to take two bottles of pills
I take two mean bottles of pills

Senseless SensesI don't want eyes, eyes see, I see.Senseless Senses by ~fanofjapan
I don't want ears, you hear, you ear?
I want no nose, no no, no nose.
I want to mouth, taste less, tasteless.
I want to hands, no feeling.
No feelings.

let's try againRewind, backtrack -let's try again by ~fanofjapan
To a boy named Zak
And a girl with a name that doesn't rhyme
Let's start at the end
So we won't pretend
That anything is fine
There's nothing left
And she's bereft
And he could not care less
It's time to end it
she can't defend it
He isn't worth the stress